i'm stuck here in iowa this summer. i have been stuck here for a long time -- too long -- 19 years. i work a shitty job, no joke, it's shitty. i smell hog shit all day long. i work remodeling and building hog buildings, so i could be expected i guess, i just hate it. especially when i know that i could be in cali working at a camp. yeah, that's pretty much my passion, but i can't be there. i have to pay for college, so smellin shit is the way i'm gonna do that.

oh, and wear sunscreen. if that is the only peice of advice i can give you, that would be it. wear sunscreen.

that's a little of how i feel now. good day.